Fuck You

I saw this movie called Silent House not too long ago. The movie is about a young woman who has suppressed past memories of her father/uncle molesting her. Today I was just thinking about something mother said to me awhile ago when I was a child. I never remembered this until now. She told me I wasn't "smart," only "street smart." I think this is the reason why I have such fractured confidence at times. I'm really not assure of myself. Well you know what? I need to stop with the pity party. I AM smart. I AM worth something. And I AM somebody. I WILL be successful without her. It will just be me and dad until the end. Quite frankly she's dead to me. I can't believe you'd say something like that to your own child. That's alright. Just she wait and see what I make of myself. I can't wait until one day she becomes old and decrepit and tries and calls me to take care of her. I'll hang right up on her a**! CAN'T WAIT!