Fuck You

I saw this movie called Silent House not too long ago. The movie is about a young woman who has suppressed past memories of her father/uncle molesting her. Today I was just thinking about something mother said to me awhile ago when I was a child. I never remembered this until now. She told me I wasn't "smart," only "street smart." I think this is the reason why I have such fractured confidence at times. I'm really not assure of myself. Well you know what? I need to stop with the pity party. I AM smart. I AM worth something. And I AM somebody. I WILL be successful without her. It will just be me and dad until the end. Quite frankly she's dead to me. I can't believe you'd say something like that to your own child. That's alright. Just she wait and see what I make of myself. I can't wait until one day she becomes old and decrepit and tries and calls me to take care of her. I'll hang right up on her a**! CAN'T WAIT!

Paying The Rent

Tomorrow I start my first day of orientation at my new job. I'll be working on Ellis Island and getting paid $9.50 an hour.

I called up Antenna International to ask someone a question about pay periods. Summer picked up the phone and told me if I start on Friday I'd get paid next Friday.

On their Craigslist ad it says people will work at least a minimum of 25 hours a week. Dad and I will be able to make the rent for this month.

Hopefully I get more than 25 hours a week. When I see Summer in orientation tomorrow I'll try and ask her how it would be possible to get the maximum amount of hours.

Ugly Fat Bitch at Starbucks

Yesterday afternoon I stopped by the Starbucks in SoHo. I bought myself a tall passion fruit iced tea and asked for a complimentary grande iced water. All was well and I managed to find myself a good window seat.

While in the midst of reading the New York Times I decided to go to the bathroom. I set down my green pocket folder so everyone know there is a person sitting here. I head off to the bathroom, and then came back to see a fat ugly bitch sitting in my seat.

I was so pissed. I was getting really angry. I was going to say something to her and then realized I should tell the manager instead. Anyways, I walk up to the usual Asian manager I see and tell him what the issue was. He sends over some short, bald, gay, and black man to come over and handle the situation.

I tell him what the problem was and said, "She didn't even buy anything."

This ugly fat bitch tried to turn the tables on me and said, "You're embarrassing yourself right now."

I was about to lose it. She then packs up her shit and leaves the place.

What a CHEAP BITCH! Not only did this big bitch take my fucking seat she didn't even buy anything! I am so glad I went off on her ugly fat ass.