What's Love?

I'm starting my new job on the 19th. I will stick to this and take it day by day.

I need to grow up

The next job I get I will not be quitting. I will take the position day by day and work through any problems that I have. I can't run anymore. I need to grow up. This is the first step for me.

I need to grow up

So I just asked this online question about how I can stick through this new position. And she said, "...whatever it is you're running from handle it now." This is what's wrong with me and will be fixed. I am running from growing up and becoming an adult. I know I've had a fucked up childhood but I will not allow that to impede upon me and my bright future. I WILL stick through this position for at least six months. Tomorrow morning I'm going to wake up refreshed, ready, and DETERMINED to make it. I WILL not under any circumstance QUIT this job. NO!

PROMISE TO MYSELF

I'm starting a new position at a call center. I will definitely LAST at this position. I need to prove it to myself that I can stick something out. I WILL follow through with this job. I WILL go to work, keep my nose clean, and before you know it LAUNCH!!! This is something I'm doing for myself and I will prove to my dad that I am NOT a FUCK UP.