FUCKING MORON

Today I had a semi argument with father about skipping looking for a job and instead go full time on the youtube tutorials. he's a fucking a moron it's unbelievable. he has no fucking idea the reality of the situation. how the fuck does he think money is going to be made through youtube videos in just a fucking day? can this fucking moron pay the fucking rent? i'm just so pissed at his stupidness. it shows me he's out of touch with fucking reality and how i'm going to build my fucking business. HOW THE FUCK DOES HE THINK MICHELLE PHAN AND THOSE OTHER FUCKING BITCHES MADE IT? THEY DIDN'T MAKE THEIR FUCKING MONEY BY USING DIME STORE PRODUCTS AND A GHETTO COMPUTER CAMERA. HE'S A FUCKING IDIOT,

Dishes

So I've started a new job at a place called Dishes inside Grand Central Terminal Market. I work around 40 hours a week but will be working 40 hours next week. It's an alright position. I hate all my coworkers. I need to work on my temper because I can feel myself exploding sometimes for absolutely no reason (well there is a reason but it's minor). When I go to work on Sunday I'm going to just be quiet, work, and mind my business. Instead of talking I'll think to myself, turn myself into my own little world. I just need to survive and pay this rent, bills, and everything else due. I can't ruin this job because I need this money. I also need to control my temper when it comes to customers. I'm not even going to speak to them. I am just going to ask, "What can I help you with?" And then keep it moving. I find myself bubbling up with anger a lot. I'm just waiting for a nice office position so I don't have to deal with these fucking assholes any longer.