I need to grow up

So I just asked this online question about how I can stick through this new position. And she said, "...whatever it is you're running from handle it now." This is what's wrong with me and will be fixed. I am running from growing up and becoming an adult. I know I've had a fucked up childhood but I will not allow that to impede upon me and my bright future. I WILL stick through this position for at least six months. Tomorrow morning I'm going to wake up refreshed, ready, and DETERMINED to make it. I WILL not under any circumstance QUIT this job. NO!